I had my PC sent in for repairs a week ago, following a blackout in our hostel, thanks to the over-intelligent Russians working at the construction site, they cut the power line outside, well they sort of cut it.
Now it's back, i can go online 24/7 again. many things happened in the past week, from the last snowfall so far, to the enlightenment of self ridiculeness, and the training of Nizhny athletes for Volgo Games 2009.
Self ridiculeness, well i'm pretty sure there's another way going past this stupid term i made up myself, but then again, i made my point. felt it somehow stronger these couple of months, seeing how YOU didn't in any way affect anything in any manner.
Presence. i think my presence isn't the least felt by others. well yeah, when they have use of me for sure i'm searched for, but at other times looks like i'm just a pair of skating shoes in the summer heat. or something like that.
And the most devastating part about it is that, when i look at those people, they are just as happy, maybe happier, without me. well i have this urge to 'change' people's lives even for abit, but seems that innate character isnt really that projected, or maybe not that appreciated.
Ever thought of a radiant smile on a face, then you said to yourself,
"I made his/her day brighter."
Cheers.
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