salam semua.. in this 1st entry (tak termasuk intro) i would like to share satu mimpi yg aku dapat as a child long time ago. It is one of the few dreams yg aku ingat sampai skarang, and maybe through the years altered a little bit, but i guess much of the material is there, and mimpi ni bkn one yg lasted too long. it was brief, but quite deep, especially masa tu aku kecik lg kn, it would've held alot of meaning to me.
the dream was quite simplistic actually..ok it went like this. imagine a dark alley mcm belakang2 bangunan tu, and then add an intersection to it. so u get yourself a T junction of alleys. maybe mcm dlm cite2 Batman tu kot, except that its really dark with just enough light to see what's there. and me, i'm seeing myself from a 3rd person perspective from the top of the alley down, and i was crying, alone.
then suddenly came a man, whose face i did not see. well, this man is not a bad guy or anything i guess, he came up to the child (me) and asked, "mana mak dgn ayah..?" well i cant remember the tone of his voice though, though i guess that is quite important as well. =P and after a while the child (again me) answered, "diorg sume dah balik..".
my 3rd person self looking down felt very sad at the moment, perhaps from what i've seen or perhaps because it is me down there, if he feels sad its just natural that i felt sad too. after a moment here i woke up from my sleep, with tears running down my cheeks. and again, i am not sure why had i waken up.
prior to the dream, i could not really remember being sad or having problems in the family or anything, eventhough i must admit my childhood years are not all that wonderful like other kids. but maybe it's just because being a child is having more sensitive emotions, or perceptions of things that happen, things that a child could not understand, or could not feel in his wake, just happens to show itself in his dreams. well that's what i thought.
if anything, this dream that i remember until now is particularly intriguing even when much of details are already lost due to my human weaknesses. it is something that really much relates itself to the life that i had, and aku tak rasa aku akan lupa la mimpi ni. huh? baru aku perasan aku dok cite dlm english ke?? hahaha..sori.. my bad. well, that's for Sehari Dlm Mimpi utk kali ni.. lenkali aku cite lg k.. and feel free to comment! ^^ thanks.
the dream was quite simplistic actually..ok it went like this. imagine a dark alley mcm belakang2 bangunan tu, and then add an intersection to it. so u get yourself a T junction of alleys. maybe mcm dlm cite2 Batman tu kot, except that its really dark with just enough light to see what's there. and me, i'm seeing myself from a 3rd person perspective from the top of the alley down, and i was crying, alone.
then suddenly came a man, whose face i did not see. well, this man is not a bad guy or anything i guess, he came up to the child (me) and asked, "mana mak dgn ayah..?" well i cant remember the tone of his voice though, though i guess that is quite important as well. =P and after a while the child (again me) answered, "diorg sume dah balik..".
my 3rd person self looking down felt very sad at the moment, perhaps from what i've seen or perhaps because it is me down there, if he feels sad its just natural that i felt sad too. after a moment here i woke up from my sleep, with tears running down my cheeks. and again, i am not sure why had i waken up.
prior to the dream, i could not really remember being sad or having problems in the family or anything, eventhough i must admit my childhood years are not all that wonderful like other kids. but maybe it's just because being a child is having more sensitive emotions, or perceptions of things that happen, things that a child could not understand, or could not feel in his wake, just happens to show itself in his dreams. well that's what i thought.
if anything, this dream that i remember until now is particularly intriguing even when much of details are already lost due to my human weaknesses. it is something that really much relates itself to the life that i had, and aku tak rasa aku akan lupa la mimpi ni. huh? baru aku perasan aku dok cite dlm english ke?? hahaha..sori.. my bad. well, that's for Sehari Dlm Mimpi utk kali ni.. lenkali aku cite lg k.. and feel free to comment! ^^ thanks.
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